It must be the rain, and how long it has lasted here in upstate NY. Its soooo depressing!

Or its the looming high heating bills this winter (we have natural gas) Or worrying about Richard securing another job (I'm still swimming in my hate for SUNY-Cortland) Maybe its stressing out about moving Cassidy out of yet another school, and into another "new situation". And Alex who is doing SO good in his class.  The stress of wondering what will happen if we don't have health insurance come February and can't afford Richard's medications and testing materials.
With all that on my mind, I could not sleep last night. Much as I tried, it was 4AM before I finally crashed, and that was out of sheer exhaustion, caused by a good old fashioned stress relieving cry. Believe it or not, during the cry, I even felt "homesick" for Madison, wondering how our lives might be today if we didn't make this disasterous move.
Hindsight is a funny thing huh?

Around a year ago on this day..

• I'm having a bad day - 2006