update and some late night rambling

December 31st, 2005

Dad's scarf is coming along. Perhaps a foot or so into it, and I know that aint much, BUT...I had to take a break from the 8 row boring repeat, to start this.
I've had this pattern bookmarked forever and finally decided to cast it on for a lil one that will be visiting us this weekend (pssst...Krissy, Roger and Owen arrive tomorrow!!!!) If you havent guessed, I'm just a tad excited! Its been FOUR years since we've seen each other. In those four years, she and Roger have been blessed with Owen and we've added two more kidlets to our tribe. I think back 10 years and my how our lives have changed!
Anyway, back to the dino hat....I probably could have finished it in one evening, but I followed the pattern and didn't like the binding off and seaming the top. So I pulled out my Little Turtle Knits pilot cap pattern and improvised the top shaping. Alas...I frogged all the way back to the neck, started over without having to bind off and seam ANYthing. I even improvised along the front and finished the moss stitch border much in the same way Theresa wrote the LTK pilot cap pattern's applied i-cord. I'm so stinking proud of myself!
Anyway, I'd show you, but I'll wait until Owen tries it on and I can snap a picture of HIM wearing it :) So stay tuned tomorrow or Sunday.

As for the "real life" stuff going on here. Yeah, it all still sucks. I've had a headache for a week now. I'm not sure if I should just cast it off as stress related or if I should actually see a doctor. There is something about three days of mega dosing ibuprofen with no pain relief that sort of scares the piss out of you. I still hate SUNY-Cortland, and come to think of it I actually hate Cortland as a whole. The past year has SUCKED (so badly that to really emphasize it I would make that word bright red and blinking if I could!)
I miss my old home
I miss my old neighborhood
I miss my old neighbors.
I know Cassidy misses her friends and her old school.
I miss 29cent per pound bananas.
I miss my plethura of yarn stores
I miss Triple M and The Mic
I miss Spotted Cow
Hell, I miss fresh cheese curds!

Of course, if we never made the move to NY, I'd be sitting in my living room on the north side of Madison, right now, whining about how much I miss my family.
True, its all a trade off. But knowing what I know now. Knowing how truly un-ethical, and un professional SUNY Cortland turned out to be, I'd go back to missing my family every second of every day. Because we would have a home. The kids wouldnt be upset about the upheaval. Richard, as I said in a post weeks ago, would still be working with all the incredible people at the DNR. I wouldnt be losing sleep over not having any medical insurance come February. And I wouldnt be restless with hate for everyone who had anything to do with our experience in this shit hole town.

So with that said,
In 2005 we even had a flood (yep you read that right!) and disease (Richard's diabetes diagnosis, and Connor's constant illnesses), all we would have needed was a swarm of locusts!
Heres hoping 2006 will be a better year. I'm not sure my sanity could handle any more than we've already dealt with.
If you couldn't tell already, I'm in a foul mood and counting down the minutes til Krissy gets here. I know I'll feel better when I see her.

Around a year ago on this day..

5 Responses to “update and some late night rambling”

  1. 1 Kelly
    December 31st, 2005 at 9:43 am

    Hope 2006 is a *much* better year than 2005. You’ve survived it and it is time to move on, right?

  2. 2 Windyridge
    December 31st, 2005 at 10:26 am

    Things can only get better and they will in 2006! Sometimes getting distracted with something new helps take away anxiety. It worked for me when Tom didn’t have a job. How about getting a cheap wheel or even borrowing one and taking up spinning? Learning the nitty gritty details of something new is very distracting and may get rid of your endless headache.
    Anyway, enjoy your company!

  3. 3 Theresa
    January 1st, 2006 at 8:55 am

    Carla, Based on recent personal experience I woul dnot let a headache go. Especially if you are getting no break from it. Please go to a doctor and have them check your blood levels and if they can’t knock it out of you get a spinal tap.

  4. 4 Sue
    January 5th, 2006 at 2:46 am

    Growing up in a very small suburb (Apalachin) I feel your pain about being in a small town. But Cortland is, for upstate NY, pretty darn nice. PLUS it’s only abt 1/2 hr from ITHACA where there IS a Stitch & Bitch! I saw their flyer when I was in Homespun which is a very nice yarn store a stone’s throw from Ithaca Commons & I think it was Tuesday or Wed from 7-9 at a nearby coffee shop. Or why not start your own SnB group? My mom & sister-in-law might be up for it, Cortland would be closer for them than Ithaca as they would be coming from Richford (which makes Cortland look like a major metropolis). There’s another yarn store in Ithaca, I don’t remember the name but you can check the locator at Woolworks. I’m sorry to hear that you’ve had such a miserable year, but I hope that things will improve. Upstate NY is very pretty (mostly) and your’re close to the Finger Lakes & NYS wineries…

  5. 5 Sue
    January 5th, 2006 at 2:56 am

    meant to say that the SnB portion of my post was in response to your CAP posting… In case you were wondering where in hell the SnB stuff came in. And if you were wondering, I live in the Boston area now but still get kind of nostalgic for home (where the people are far more polite than in Boston)

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